another day, another dollar (or two)

so, today is thursday, and the past two weeks have been amazing.

I have a new man... his name is brown bean... (well ronnie)... and let me just say... he IS too good to be true...

everyday i talk to him... EVERYDAY!!!  when i'm horny, he takes care of me... via phone of course, but still i am taken care of... when i am tired... he plays music... and not super loud or rap... piano music... one night, he was like -are you tired- and i was like -yeah- and he said -would you like to hear your song- just because he knew how much i liked it, and how fast it made me fall asleep... and he played it for me... he even learned how to play it on the piano himself so that when he is around his paino and not his mp3 player he can play it for me... :)

he texts me randomly to tell me that he loves me... tells me like 30 times on the phone within 20 mintues... and it never gets old... he even kisses me like you would a baby to make me blush... you know lik -muah muah muah muah muah muah-... how you do newborns... YOU KNOW!!! and i blush like crazy... and he loves it...

he says he wants a life with him... we havent really talked about children or marriage or anything yet, but i mean dang we have only been together for a week (tow weeks on saturday)... so i think that its ok that we havent talked about that.

he does want me to go see him in cali... which i am going to do sometime around my birthday which is in november... and i am super excited... i really just want a hug from him...

we were talkin on the phone last night and he was lik -grrrrrrrrr- and of course i wanted to know what was wrong... and he said -i just want to hold you so bad... i would be happy as balls if i could just hang out with you... we could do more of course, but that doesn't even matter- HOW ADORABLE.... and you should hear him blush when i tell him about showing my friend the texts he sends me... THEY ARE SO SWEET!

i just don't know what to do... i mean i have no other realationships on the back-burner... AT ALL!! i used to talk to a lot of different guys at one time, but i think that he has changed something in my brain that says i need to talk to other guys... i was never this commited... i mean even with stacy -my old man- i was always talking to other guys... it never went anywhere... but i was always getting off to someone else... but not with brown bean... "he has taken the player out of the game..."

now... i wasnt a very good player bc i didnt really get laid... but i cant even BEGIN to count how many guys i have had phone sex with... and i just cant even fatham the idea now... :)

i love him. truely TRUELY love my brown bean... just sayin...

feel free to leave comments or suggestions on how to "spice up" a long distance realtionship....