Zoom Out

Sorry for the delayed post for the imaginary readers in my mind. New school and new people are taking up the majority of my time. But I'll find the balance soon. And I can also say that I'm much better now. I have made friends with most of my suitemates and my classes are great.

So after much pain and anxiousness I was finally able to go to class. Sad thing is I had to drop my math class. But the class I want will be open next semester so that's good. I tried out for the next play we're doing and sadly I'm not going to be in it. My professor said that I had did a great reading but the guy that got the part just had something that I didn't. He didn't really delve into it which irked me but I'm honestly ok with it. I mean I had a feeling like my audition wasn't the best thing in the world so I didn't really think that I would have gotten the part. The guy that did is really cool and I can't wait to see his performance. What's really cool is the show is a dinner theatre and since I didn't get casted I get to wait tables. Meaning that I get paid three nights in a row. Also I love my psychology class and compostion. History is a bit of a drag but its just that one class that sucks.

So both Luna and my cousin are a bit crazy. I have so many issues with the both of them but I'm so happy that I'm making more guy friends. But like Luna is already flirting with other guys while supposedly she's still dating Lenny while still having the occasional affair with Dallas. Now she's flirting with a guy thats way too old for her and its just pathetic. I'm actually at the point where I just don't care anymore and I'm going to stick to this. And my cousin while hopefully stop having mental breakdowns. She sounds like she's doing better now so maybe she'll stop freaking out. Her and Luna do not get along at all. Its an understand hatred for each other that everyone understands. And I'm no longer in the middle of this crap.

So I'm home for the weekend. I'll see Hayden tomorrow and ask her about her college experience. Its so strange really. I mean when I was at home I was so scared about moving away. Everything seemed so huge to me. But now that I'm back in my old room...it feels so small. Its like when I moved (and strange that its only been a week) I was able to see everything. I was able to zoom out and see my problems and life and see that I was stressing over nothing. I mean I was worried about not having any friends and being all alone and worried about how I wasn't going to be able to handle this new school. I'm laughing about it now.

I'm just so happy that I'm adjusted. I miss my dorm and my new friends. I can't wait to go back.

Happy,

Icarus