i got an IM that said i should start writing again... so
here you go... i know know what i am going to write, but it should
be ok...
well, i have really just been hanging out... doing things i know i
shouldn't be. I'm actually at work right now, and i have
some work to do i'm sure, but i felt like typing/venting...
i think i am in love. ok. i know. i talk alot of smack... but if
you heard some of the things this guy says to me, your heart would
melt too... and he played the piano for me so that i would be able
to fall asleep... and he stays on the phone with me for a good hour
after i'm asleep just to make sure that i am ok... (and i
know he does bc i check the times)...
the only thing is that he lives in cali... and i live in texas...
and he is 17... normally i dont go for guys that are younger than
me... but he is just so damn sweet. and he makes me CHEESE all the
time... -for you old ppl... cheesin is smiling really big...
:D-
all i can seem to think about is him ALL THE TIME! i feel like a
bad stalker bc of how much i think of him. and when i talk to him,
its never long enough for me... he says i love you to me just as
much as i tell him i love him... and when i say -awwwww- he
blushes... which is SO freakin cute...
and another thing. when we talk... we TALK... about normal stuff...
like my granny.. and he says he loves her too!!!! not as much as he
loves me of course, but he said he still loves her just because she
is MY granny... so cute. and he tells me to tell her hi and
stuff... and he was like -what does she think about me- i said -i
dont know... she said she will like you as long as you don't
make me cry-... and he said... VERY seriously -i don't make
people i care about and love cry-. flat out. what he said... can
you say BROWNIE POINTS?!?!?!?
ugh... i just... i haven't been able to get over my old man for
a while -if you have read my blogs, you know which guy i am talking
about.... the 41 year old- like.. i had his shirt on my pillow
FOREVER... just because i knew that i was still holding on to what
we used to have... and when my brown bean -ronny... the new guy-
asked me out... i got off the phone with him for a minute to cry,
and take off the shirt that was holding my love back. So now i have
two pillows with no pillowcases because i am in love with a 17 year
old young man from California. who has stolen my heart with his
kind thoughts and sweet words.
I'm lame i know... but like i said, i haven't felt this
happy in a really long time... so i think its time for me to talk
about it...
I AM IN LOVE!!!! FINALLY!
P.S. feel free to comment... i like it when you guys do. sorry so
long.. i got carried away lol
well... i'm posting again
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Posted by Mon Jul 13, 2009 12:33pm PDT
Report AbuseSo You Doing Gud Overall But Im Just Little Mad At Some PPL I Fire BeForE Tha Weekend
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