You asked me what would make me happy
I didn’t know what to say
I thought about the question often
I think about it everyday
This situation we find ourselves in
This relationship that doesn’t win
The love we feel I never doubted
In times of struggles, when we cried or shouted
I don’t know what to do anymore
I don’t know what to say
It’s no longer about anger, it’s not about who’s to blame
No matter what we do, the result remains the same
We fight and yell, say nasty things
We cry and hug and pray it brings
Some sort of solace a remnant of peace
A chance together, a permanent release
From all the issues that lie between
Time and again our victory unseen
Our love and fear is our anchor and chain
We don’t want to give up, don’t want to start again
Our stubborn hearts convinced us it was right
Never mattered how much we lost in the fight
The years add up, they just fly by
The tears come and go, they flow and dry
You asked me what would make me happy
What would it take to make me smile?
I still can’t give you an answer even though it’s been awhile
You are in my heart forever, that’s a truth you can believe
We just can’t make our love work; it’s something we can’t achieve
But I think to find what makes me happy
We have to let this go
The answers to your questions I’m finally ready to know
